We love the way we are right now
but hate the way we think
we love the way we are right now
to change within a blick
to jump from one to the next and back without a thought
we love the way we are right now
despite the times we've fought
although to those outside of us
it seems as if we're one
our mind is in a million shards
and who we were is gone
our identities are all unique
and range from good to bad
some times we cannot carry on
if one of us is sad
some of us protect the rest
while some of us just hide
some of us just hate themselves
for all the times we've cried
those of us who lead the rest
we try so very hard
but even the one we see as
adventures and far off lands
are waiting ahead just take my hands
or will we end up somewhere grim
where the dark is strong and all light is dimm
a thousand songs a thousand tunes
a million worlds a million moons
music sets you free music lets you soar
it takes you through the trials of love
and all the hardships of a war
but music isn't perfect music can be cruel
many songs I used to love I can no longer bear to here at all
music is quite powerful it steals through your mind
merges with your memories there arn't any it won't find
memories I wish to loss and never to recall
a single song will pull the up and to my knees i'll fal
Your heart begins to pound
your soul screams an in-human sound
you don't believe you can go on
forget the feelings from when the sun shone
the darkness it consumes you
start forgeting all that you knew
can't move another inch
slightest noise you flinch
screaming in you head telling you to run
wishing you could flee like a bullet from a gun
your feet just turn to lead
the last hope leaves your head
mabye it'd be better if you were just dead
If you look quite carefully you'll see what I've become
But if you're standing to close by it simply can't be done
The changes are quite hard to see i hide them very well
That does not mean that in my head is not a private hell
But some signs are still in view
Although they are slight and few
From beneath my eyes the darkness seeps
Like tears that some may weep
And scores and scores upon my arm
That tells of my self harm
They're not important the marks upon my pale limb
They're quite nice compared to the darkness that within
It's actually quite pleasant to allow myself to bleed
Although it might be more than that it may be a need
We love the way we are right now
but hate the way we think
we love the way we are right now
to change within a blick
to jump from one to the next and back without a thought
we love the way we are right now
despite the times we've fought
although to those outside of us
it seems as if we're one
our mind is in a million shards
and who we were is gone
our identities are all unique
and range from good to bad
some times we cannot carry on
if one of us is sad
some of us protect the rest
while some of us just hide
some of us just hate themselves
for all the times we've cried
those of us who lead the rest
we try so very hard
but even the one we see as
Your heart begins to pound
your soul screams an in-human sound
you don't believe you can go on
forget the feelings from when the sun shone
the darkness it consumes you
start forgeting all that you knew
can't move another inch
slightest noise you flinch
screaming in you head telling you to run
wishing you could flee like a bullet from a gun
your feet just turn to lead
the last hope leaves your head
mabye it'd be better if you were just dead
Current Residence: if you see me your there deviantWEAR sizing preference: ... Favourite genre of music: see above Favourite photographer: not sure Favourite style of art: see above Operating System: 7 MP3 player of choice: ARCHOS Shell of choice: ... Wallpaper of choice: ... Skin of choice: ... wait what? Favourite cartoon character: Death the kid Personal Quote: "yes yes it is"
Favourite Visual Artist
DestinyBlue
Favourite Movies
to many to count
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
anything really
Favourite Writers
at the moment trufflesbird check her poems out (trufflesbird.deviantart.com/)
really you'd think that after 2 years I'd have got over moving away from everyone I know. maybe having them as friends on facebook isn't the best idea.